Two Marlboros By Simona Francini
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Made it 62% dnfWhat even is this book I can tell it was translated from another language and the author is supposedly only a few years younger than me but writes like they are 16 If you re going to go back and forth between points of view then announce it per chapter Don t make me read half a page to figure out if it is the other person or not I have no idea how this is a 1 new release My head hurts It was such a slow burn that I needed to pull out the paper plates to fan some kind of flame to life Simona Francini 3. Two Marlboros kindle direct 25 stars Inside there were only two Marlboros Those two cigarettes after all looked like him and me Two people so different but at heart so much alike meeting by chance and beginning to share a piece of their lives. Two marlboros by simona francini Just like those two Marlboros who ended up in the same pack by mere chance and were destined to stay together until someone or something separated them I don t think there could have been a better cover for Two Marlboros that so poignantly captures Nathan and Alan s relationship The majority of the book it is literally the closest they allow themselves to get to one another that aching want to act upon their desire but too unsure if it is something they both want or are even ready for Alan a twenty five year old cop who is still grieving his lover s loss and has lost all will to pursue living without him till twenty one year old Nathan stumbles into his life Nathan a crystal doll fragile and ready to break at the slightest touch whose own self esteem is so low that he doesn t think he s worthy of having the gentle tender love that Alan is able to provide him forever carrying his own walk of shame of his own personal demons that think he s only deserving of meaningless relationships fueled by fulfilling only other s pleasure It is this beautiful and heart felt portrayal of two souls who didn t think they would ever find a love like this that it s okay to break down the walls they ve set around themselves that it s okay to feel it s okay to live a light that shows both of them that there is someone worth living for We could have stayed that way for eternity as far as I was concerned A warm sincere in fact honest hug There were no filters and no secrets just him and me lost in that moment of time that I had no intention of ending as much as it made me feel good I liked the gentle way in which Nathan enters Alan s life be it under the guise of aiding him in his case it is enough to light a fire in Alan without the aid of the Marlboros that becomes a symbol of their friendship It s enough for him to see Nathan s brightness and love and think that maybe he can have a chance at love again to dim the darkness he s encased himself with to allow the smile that spreads across his face when he sees him Nathan had become the protagonist of my dreams for a few nights now and I shuddered at the idea that it had occurred to me to make a reality even a fraction of the things I had imagined doing with him The respectable way in which Nathan doesn t intrude doesn t push Alan to cross that distance was so honest and sincere even so because of his own challenges he was facing in his personal life Nathan who just wants his family to accept him for who he is and not be kicked out or shunned any who just wants someone to love him for who he is and he won t mind getting it from even the most toxic and abusive of people till Alan shows him that he s worth than that How being with him feels like a comforting protection one that he s forgotten the feeling of and will treasure it for as long as he can in whatever way it s provided What I wanted was that tender love that he had always conveyed to me with gestures like that that caring for me that making me feel important Their lives are a parallel existence till their worlds collide and they don t fight it they embrace it Slow burns require patience and if the pay off is worth it then what could you ask for It is very much a slow burn if there ever was one but I cannot fault it for how much of a heavy weight rests on either of their shoulders that is not yet ready for the next step There is plenty to overcome especially on Alan s part who is still haunted by the memory of Oliver s death guilty that if he would move on again would it not erase all the good times shared with someone who brought him so much happiness You are experiencing emotions and that means you are alive You are alive Alan While Nathan has been cast out of his family seeking love and comfort with people who only seek their own pleasure surrounded by the hazy lust of drugs that lures him down a dark path And yet it is the one case that brings their worlds together that eventually has them spending time together and lets them see that there is still a brightness to this world It is a steady growth on both their parts that is heightened by their growing mutual attraction for each other but the lingering fear of severing their hard earned friendship is what keeps them from taking that next step until it becomes impossible to ignore when the time arises Can I come to you was the subtext Can I come into this life of yours that is so neat made up of decent people smiles kindness and love The writing was both emotional and at times so very sensual laced with words rich with intimacy even when simply describing the way that they hugged with such repressed want this aching acceptance that even if this is all they re willing to offer each other it s enough It s than enough for the comfort and warmth it gives The way they would hold each other be so open and vulnerable and honest it was like being enveloped in their embrace along with them It was the first time I had touched him with such a high sense of intimacy If we had been lovers that would certainly have been a prelude to something It s like a gentle caress which evokes this longing in it and at times can be agonizingly frustrated to the point that you will be dying for them to just kiss already but it has to come at their own time. Two Marlboros booklet When they re both at a point in their lives that is ready to let someone into their hearts again I loved the build up to the point when they re finally ready to let themselves into each other s hearts it s only because of you And if you owe me something I owe you just as much And when it happens phew sparks fly and birds sing because it is the two chapters that were so very sensual not overly descriptive but the heat of their love can only be best described as the two songs of choice the author used to capture it Shape of My Heart and I Don t Wanna Miss a Thing The chapter was so palpable with their love and overflowing and almost all consuming with such a flowery feeling of being content in what they were given and making the most of it So he had given me a chance I was no longer just the nice guy to spend an evening with Had he fallen in love with me I was his He was mine Even if it is for a short time because yes there are opposing forces that they have to accept will keep them apart they treasured and savored and relished the feeling of finally being together that they owed this much to each other to be happy together of gratitude of hopefulness that despite the eventual heart break the wait had been worth it I kissed him again because I wanted him to feel how many pieces of my heart he had stolen that I wanted to be his than I wanted him to be mine Despite its alarming length I eventually found myself immersed in the story As I did read the translated version from its original Italian vernacular I did notice a few significant word choices that didn t quite substitute well for their intended usage Giggled bellowed to name a few that I think if not used in the context that they were could have made the reading experience a much smoother one I appreciate the author for attempting to keep the mystery portion of the story alive for as long as they could till it eventually fizzled out in a rather unflattering way It s not that I know that the story s main focus is about two different souls finding each other but having something persist throughout and just fade into oblivion unresolved and without feeling felt a bit lackluster I thought that each new person was like a parallel universe there all along but visible only when it collides with our own Almost as if it got lost in translation so to speak pun intended of course There were also a few plot lines that I thought could have been omitted but in the grand scheme of things I can see how they helped give growth to their characters. EBook Two marlboros I m also not quite sure why the author felt the need to explain why they felt it necessary for it to be set during a time frame that exists where 9 11 never happened To me it could have easily been depicted even in 2002 and it would have easily captured the Manhattan vibes It did seem odd but recently I have come to realize and accept that I have to be a bit forgiving for the creative liberties that an author can take Maybe not so much as liberties but a bit conscientious of the writing and try to see it from their perspective Perhaps it ll work at times perhaps sometimes it won t but I am willing to give it a chance Much like the chance I took on this book drawn especially towards it because of its stunning cover I turned to look at him and he stared back at me In your opinion does calm always come after the storm His gaze planted itself on me amazed He shifted his eyes to the street and the building in front of us after which he returned to look at me with a smile Yes In my opinion it always comes he whispered with a caressing look that seemed to brush my face Sometimes when you least expect it It comes though For what Simona Francini did succeed in capturing is the tender story of two young men who were lost in the path of their lives without any hope of finding a way back to it if their paths had not crossed And when it did it is that hard earned struggle of acceptance and forgiveness and taking a chance to trust your heart with someone else that reminds me that even with an unknown book therein lies the possibility of of a beautiful story that despite its few misses still has plenty of soul to it that ll warm my heart Simona Francini
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